I'm 18 and have my first boyfriend. He is the perfect guy and we've been dating for 5 months. I'm not a touchy feely kind of person at all, and I cannot be around someone for a long amount of time. He knows this and yet is constantly hugging me and kissing me, which I don't mind really, but not so often. He's also always telling me how he loves me so, and I think that this should not be said so often so its more special. I ended up breaking up with him last week before I went out of town (it was not planned at all) and I realized how much I missed him, so I called him and now we're on a break. He and I tell each other we miss one another, and he tells me he loves me (I haven't said it yet) and its nice. I hurt him really badly when I broke up with him and I'm scared it'll happen again, but I want to be with him. I know it won't last forever and I think he does too, but I do want to be with him. I just want to make a good decision. Sorry its so long...I'm just confused...
