Hi everyone,
Sorry that I've been away for so long but I had and still have a lot to think about.
My boyfriend is still in the clinic. This sucks! Yesterday was our 6 month anniversary and it was so... lonely... so meaningless! I only wishewd that I could see him... just for yesterday... is that so selfish to ask?
I'm not a person for patience, but if it means him getting better, take as much time as you need. But given up so much for him... even parts of myself because it reminds me too much of him.
My body is giving in as well and can't keep up with my usual activities. I almost fainted yesterday. I really need to pill myself straight before he comes back, but how? I will only see him in another week or 2's time...
