Well...I believe I couldn't defend myself because at that time I was facing a lot of problems here and there ... college failure, Dad and mom were divorcing... I am building a small company that was facing a lot of serious troubles at that time . I was totally depressed ( as if I am fine now :S ) and I don't know why didn't I talk at that time but I felt that my tongue was stuck and I said nothing to her except I love you and I didn't do so !!!
Evidence were showing that I cheated because when I dealt with some devilish minds, I never thought they would hurt me from the back.. you know, it's complicated and I can't describe it all
About the letter, believe it or not !! I have been writing the letter since we both broke up and I think it might take me a year to finish it :S
