well that can't feel good. but, i know this probably isn't what you want to hear, but there are lots of fish in the sea, and who knows? you might meet a girl that you really REALLY like in NJ. you sound young--you have plenty of time for love. in the meantime, just make sure to keep in touch as much as possible. don't worry--things have a tendency of working themselves out if they're meant to be.
