ugh, what a horrible person. i'm sorry that that's harsh, but i know what it feels like to be in love with somebody who is scum. do yourself a favor; get out of this now and find somebody who treats you the way that you deserve to be treated. let him face karma and get him out of your life for good. i know it's easier said than done, but seriously, honey, you don't need him--you only need things that are good for you and he sounds like he's essentially poison for your soul and well-being.
