It was actually very miserable for me at that time
I was feeling guilty half of the time cuz first, there was something b/t me and my bestfriend too...and second, I knew there's never gonna be anything happen b/t me and the teacher either. I don't know if it's bad or not, but awkward would be for sure
I mean with my bestfriend, I always felt real safe with him...But with the teacher...ahhh, it's just I found him extremely attractive in every single way...